You have a lot of time to think here,
and as a result I probably over think everything now, but something
that's been on my mind lately is just why am I rereading a bunch of
books from my childhood when I have thousands of new ones to read?
I've reread the Chronicles of Prydian
by Lloyd Alexander, as well as the Artemis Fowl books by Eoin Colfer.
I've been craving to get my hands on copies of Tamora Pieces's
Tortall books, Farley's Black Stallion novels, as well as the Dark
is Rising series. Recently I got copies of Diane Duane's Young Wizard
Series and am in the process of reading Harry Potter for, oh maybe
the fourth time (total, not since I've been here!) and am delighting
in reading a book and then watching the movie with Dani.
She is totally a Ron Weasley fan,
because of the faces he made in the second movie. And while Dani
doesn't always understand what's going one (something that's making
realize that despite how many movie lines were taken from the books,
the books do a lot better as explaining things, and setting them up
so you have less surprises) I'm please to say she demands I pause a
movie when she has to do something instead of letting it play like
she will with other flicks.
But still, why in the world am I
revisiting all these childhood worlds?
I wonder if it's cuz I miss home,
still, even after having been here pushing 20 months and thinking
about how weird sleeping in my childhood room will be when I go home.
Back to the States. What did that historical romance about
immigrants I just read say – we come expecting to go home, but then
here becomes home. It's very similar here. I have friends and family
here and as frustrated as three day power outages are, I know I will
miss Huruta dearly. It has become as much a home to me as Wellington
where I spent a semester. Though, I would much rather move there to
live than return to Huruta. It's a rough, though lovable life.
These books though, they're familiar.
Maybe that's why I return to them, because as homey as my compound
is, I do live in Africa and that's very different than Michigan.
Or maybe because all these books and
series, all fantasy (aside from Farley's works), are things that
aren't found here. People don't know of dragons or magic or faeries.
I know of people who saw an ad for Pixar's Cars and thought that cars
actually talked in America.
Pretend, make believe, imagination,
creativity are rare here. I asked students to create characters,
and a third of the class simply filled out the profile format with
their own demographics and self-portrait. There is no magic here,
people don't dream or set goals. I love Duane's works because in it
words control the world. In Rowling's series, you can see the effect
of the individual. Pierce's characters are women fighting against
stereotypes, Alexander writes about growing up and shedding childhood
selfishness, Cooper about standing up to evil and temptation.
Themes that all hard to find here. Maybe I'm seeking out what I miss
in these old childhood friends, and turning to them instead of new
books because I know they're reliable.
Then again, I'm probably just over
thinking again.